TODAY IS KORY'S 23RD BRITHDAY AND IT IS COMMING FAST ON WHAT SHOULD BE YOUR 25TH BIRTHDAY, I KNOW HE IS AT HIS HOUSE TONIGHT SURROUNDED BY ALL HIS FRIENDS AND ALL I CAN THINK OF IS THAT YOU SHOULD BE THERE WITH HIM. THIS IS ONE OF MY "DAMM IT IS NOT FAIR DAYS" I MISS YOU SO MUCH! WE ARE GETTING READY FOR THE BIKE RUN, IT WILL BE ON YOUR BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR, MY PEGS WILL BE DOWN FOR YOU LOVE, CAUSE I KNOW YOU WILL BE RIDING WITH ME. OUR GARDEN WILL BE UP VERY SOON WITH YOUR NAME AROUND A BUTTERFLY, MAYBE THEN I CAN FIND SOME PEACE FOR AS LONG AS YOUR NAME IS ON THE WALL AND ONE PERSON READS IT, I KNOW YOU WILL FOREVER BE" ALWAYS REMEMBERED...NEVER FORGOTTEN." I LOVE YOU BABY, WATCH OVER US AND PLEASE COME VISIT ME IN MY DREAMS. I MISS YOU SO MUCH!
i miss you so much / Mom
4 years ago today, I woke knowing I would be bringing you home only to know you would be leaving me again, this time it would be forever. My heart was heavy then and is also now, I miss you more with each passing day, you are never far from my thought and are always close in my heart. The last few days we had together are burned in my memory, I will never forget how the house was filled with so much love, sometimes I think if not for all those people, I would have never gotten thru it, your friends have been a gift from you that i treasure every day. I will never forget the smile on your face as you realized you were really comming home, when you felt the sun on your face as you left the hospital or the joy in your eyes as daddy placed you in your bed. i love you baby and my heart is broken without you. Close
my words to you / Kory Rhodes (brother)
as i sit here wondering what the world would be like if you stayed around i find the thoughts of your last moments a hunting nightmare in my mind and now as the dawn of my life fades the night drove you away and i am left to breath in the air hopeing to catch the sent you left behind why did you go why did you have to die you were so young still a child in the world to have things end the way they did i know you are looking down on me guideing my moves helping me learn to grow and move on form the morring you went away but now i am left wondering were an army goes without its genarial no one left to lead because no one can take his place watching us scatter like moths to the flame and still i try still i fight to hold back the tears and bring back the light your face could shine how do i take your place once a younger brother now the eldist a job i was thrown into without ever wanting you final found that butiful place to lay those fragle bones of your i have lost my hero the one who tought me to hold on neaver fall no matter the odds against me just to stand and take the world head on now your gone away we all wanted you to stay the night i looked you in the eyes and told you it is ok to die i hate myself for that it was not ok but you fought so long and hard it was time for you rest and be at peace and i could not deny you that Close
lost in the moment / Kory Rhodes (brother)
hey bro i miss you so much right now.i have got alot going on in my life now that it is comeing close to that time.i shut down every year and i need you to guied me.your memorie keeps me stronge and i am only able to fight and fuction becuase you did for so long.so please bro watch over me and the family in this time we need you so much.i miss you everyday more and more.you will always be my hero,my brother in arms i love you ricky i miss you so much Close
THANK YOU BABY! / Mom
I JUST WANTED TO THANK YOU BABY FOR MY WONDERUFL SIGN THIS AM! I KNOW IT WAS ALL SENT FROM YOU! FIRST JUST THE SONG I NEEDED TO HEAR AND THEN SO QUICK AFTER MY THOUGHTS BEGGING YOU FOR A SIGN YOU WERE WITH ME, WOW! IT WAS THE MOST AMAZING RAINBOW I HAVE EVER SEEN, THAT ALONG WITH THE WARM FEELING THAT HIT ME FROM HEAD TO TOE, WELL I KNOW THAT WAS A HUG FROM YOU! I SURE DO MISS YOU BABY!!
I WROTE THIS FOR YOU BABY! / Mom (I MISS YOU!! )Read >>
I WROTE THIS FOR YOU BABY! / Mom (I MISS YOU!! )
MY WONDERFUL SON
You were so brave, you fought so long All you wanted to do was come home. We honored your wish... for one last time. Your friends and family surrounded you.. You slept in your bed; I held you close in my arms. The bonfire was lite, your dad carried you to the backyard and set you in your chair. Your smile was bright as you settled outside Your family and friends gathered round. People came from everywhere, simply Wanting to see that smile and to say goodbye.
Good-bye to a young man, who was admired by all. To a special person who would leave whole no one could ever fill. The night was over; we went to your room I held you in my arms as your friends gathered round. We talked thru the night, your friends and I, You picked at my arm, I held you tight, You once said to me, "Mom, when you hold me, You make everything right." I pray I gave you some comfort that night. We must have fallen asleep for the next thing I knew Aunt Glo shook my foot, "Hun, I think he's gone." where the words she said. And so you were, our shining light gone, Please know in your heart, our love for you lives on. We will remember you always and miss you each day.
just wanted to wish you a happy easter, we are going to see everyone in mich, it is times like that, when we are all together that you are so very missed baby, this year is hard for me, i seem to say something like that every year, they say it gets easier, i say they are crazy, watching the boys move on with life, i wonder so much where you would be at now, who you would be with,would you be married. still at home??? living somewhere with kory? i would give anything to have those answers, i love you so much you will always be in my heart.
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY baby, I miss you so much, Me and daddy came out to see you last night, I brought your candy hearts just like i do every year, talk about things changing! i was not able to find the kind i used to get you so i had to make up my own, guess that is just one more thing in the long line of things that have changed since you went away. seems like you have been gone for an eternity, too much time, too many changes if you have time, please visit me in my dreams again! i miss you so much!
saturday night gaming / Mom (i love you so much )Read >>
saturday night gaming / Mom (i love you so much )
well hun it is a saturday night and your brothers have gotten most of the boys together again to play d & d. grandma and I made them a bunch of snacks and got it all set up for them, dad is wroking an auction so i am in the bedroom watching tv. as i sit here and listen to the sounds of the boys in the living room, well i cant call them "boys" anymore, they have all grown , it is so damm bittersweet, i love the fact that they are together again, but this is one of those times when i feel your absence from us even stronger, YOU SHOULD BE IN THERE! I SHOULD HEAR YOUR VOICE AMOUNG THEM, I SHOULD BE SEEING YOU AS THE YOUNG MAN YOU WERE MENT TO BE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART
Wishing you and your family love and peace from one heartbroken family to another. We lost our only son at the age of 9 in an atv accident in July of 06. The hardest year of my life but somehow God sees us threw when we thought we couldn't go on.Close
THANKSGIVING DAY / Mom (HAPPY THANKSGIVING )Read >>
THANKSGIVING DAY / Mom (HAPPY THANKSGIVING )
WELL BABY IT IS ANOTHER THANKSGIVING DAY WITHOUT YOU, BOY ARE YOU MISSED, WE CAME OUT TO SEE YOU BEFORE DINNER AND BROUGHT YOU A CELL PHONE, YOU KNOW WHERE WE PUT IT, ON THE WAY HOME IT STARTED TO SNOW A BIT, I KNOW THAT WAS A HAPPY THANKSGIVING FROM YOU! AT DINNER WE LISTENED TO THE MUSIC THAT REMINDS US OF YOU, WE COULD FEEL YOU WITH US I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY, WATCH OVER US ALL AND I MISS YOU IN MY DREAMS!! Close
watch over kory / Mom (i miss you )
well baby, tommrow morning kory will have his surgery, he is so scared, please be with him and guide the doc's so it all comes out ok, i know you will be with him baby, just like you would be if you were here with us, i love you and miss you so very much! Close
please be watch over Kory / Mom (ii miss you so much )Read >>
please be watch over Kory / Mom (ii miss you so much )
oh hun i wish you were here, kory broke his leg tonight, it is pretty bad, he is in surgergy right now and is so scared hun, please find a way to let him know he will be ok, after what happend to you it is so hard to trust. it has been an evening of flash backs i think for both me and kory, everything from the ride in the ambulance to get him here to the er and now sitting in the waiting room here just waiting,i feel like i have spent an eternty just waiting for things to be ok, be with him, he needs you, i love you we all miss you!! love mom Close
you are my heart of hearts / Happy Birthday I. Love You (mom)Read >>
you are my heart of hearts / Happy Birthday I. Love You (mom)
once again it is your birthday, you would be 24 today, we are sitting here in the back yard, your bonfire burns bright, daddy is here,brandon and the kids next door, kory and jess, jeff and laura, laurie from next door are all here, all that is missing is once again, you, can you see your bonfire? i hope so, it dont matter how hot the weather gets or how hard the rain falls, we will always have a bonfire for you my darling, did you see your flowers? laurie next door brought them to me this morning so i wanted to share them with you, i have one at home and you have the rest. i love you so much baby and i miss you with all my heart and soul watch over us and keep us safe till we all meet again.
HANDSOME, BRAVE, YOUNG MAN / Shari Whitehead (PASSER-BY)
FROM ONE PARENT, THAT LOST A SON, TO ANOTHER. (YANNICK APR. 5, 2005)
DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND WEEP I AM NOT THERE, I DO NOT SLEEP I AM A THOUSAND WINDS THAT BLOW I AM THE SUNLIGHT ON RIPENED GRAIN I AM THE DIAMOND GLINTS OF SNOW I AM THE GENTLE AUTUMN RAIN DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND CRY I AM NOT THERE I DID NOT DIE! Close
Thinking Of You Ricky And Your Dear Family / Denise Kneale (connected by angels )Read >>
Thinking Of You Ricky And Your Dear Family / Denise Kneale (connected by angels ) Your 3rd Angel Day Ricky. Stay close to your dear family, so they may feel the peace you now feel. Love and Blessings Denise mum to James: http://james-kneale.memory-of.comClose
thoughts of you / Mom
well baby once again we all sit around the campfire in your honnor, ben and da mike are here, so is amy, mitch was here and billy was too, brad stopped by and so did ricky a, it was so nice to see all the gang again! the only one missing is you, no i cant really say that i could feel you with us, tommrow we will all gather and share tears and all the stories that make us smile when we all think of you! i love you baby and miss you so much, watch over us